|No faith Friday|
Indian Male, 25
So my story of becoming Allah-less is less tragic and more of an eye opener and shot at redemption for me. I am sad after listening through what my ex-mus comrades had to go through but I am happy that my life has not been that complex yet…
So my family was not so much of a strict wahabi type religious when I was a kid. Until I joined a Muslim school I only had to go for jumma (Friday) prayers . Everything changed once when my mom started talking with other Muslim moms, we started praying atleast 3-4 times a day, I had to read quran which I was very bad at. But even doing all this I still had these thoughts in my mind as a kid, what if I was born a Christian? Or a hindu? Will I burn in hell fire, will I pray to Jesus or krishna. Then in my 11th and 12th grade I chose Arabic as a second language I started becoming more and more religious, I stopped believing in science and anything that opposed my belief. I even beat up a guy for trying to bully my religion. I feared hell more than anything, Allah from a symbol of love as a child became a dictator who burns people who don't follow him.
Then I joined a engineering college, yet again a Muslim one. So in engineering you had to apply science in everything you see and you will be taught to go by facts and proof. I started having weak thoughts about my religion slowly progressing and reaching its peak in my final year, I started digging more and more thanks to the internet. I read article upon article about things wrong in my religion. So one day with my doubts I sat for lunch with my Muslim classmate who was a very good friend of mine and I casually bought up about things I had in my mind, suddenly he became clearly disturbed, disgusted and angry at me, he tried justifying the wrongs in the religion, then he warned me to never question God. It was a self realization for me that my religion never preached love but it uses the fear of Allah and it was all about submission and control, it was never about love.
I was disgusted with myself. I had done mean things which my religion justified.
From shaming my girlfriend for not wearing hijab to not letting her dance on stage even though she was not a Muslim, to beating up a guy for the sole purpose of defending my religion, I have threatened my junior Muslim girls for not wearing hijab in college, I have body shamed and made fun of a collegemate who was a closet homosexual.
To all the mean things I have done.
I'm try to forgive myself.
I am trying to bring up all the courage I have, to ask forgiveness to all the people I have been mean with.
I am currently seeking redemption in life and I try to be a decent human being, my family is still not aware of my situation. I fake every jumma but I am trying to change that, I am slowly turning my family to use rational thoughts. Hopefully my family becomes more rational.
I successfully drank alcohol and no demons have put me in fire.
A piece of advice to everyone who is reading this:
"Use more brain and less "enlightenment" from a book written in the 5th century."
Love > Fear.
It's been 4 years awesome without Allah.
This greentext post on /r/exmuslim killed me laughing 
> Be me.
> Be from a middle class muslim family from India.
> Family little too religious, decided to send me to quran camp because i was watching too much cartoons and movies that I was getting in my mother's soap shows.
> mother thought of brilliant idea. Religion! Father supported because "status" among peers and less electricity bill.
> be self aware kid, had already concluded that religion was bullshit. ask parents nicely to not send me to shithole.
> refused
> Open command and control with admin privileges
Run angery.exe
Run rebellion.exe
Run sociopathy.exe
Run teenageguerilla.exe
Run autism.exe
> Go to quran orgy and stay silent for a month
> Family deligted by the "progress" from adhd chimp to enlightened muslim buddha
> Execute cunningplan.app
> Start quoting random hadiths and verses in totally unrelated situations.
> Guage family's response. They actually feel proud!!!
> Time to crank it up SEVERAL notches. Cue laughing silhouette of me with lightning, muhahahah.exe
> Start screaming haram and shirk at anything and everything.
> Suddenly takeover control of religious activities in home. Family is confused
> Grades at school nosedive.(school was a piece of cake for me, i'd know how much exactly to score in particular subjects. intentionally score 7,8,6 in maths, science and computers
> Now they a little bit concerned. Asks me why my grades are down. I diligently reply, I have no use for such useless things. Quran is the only book that matters.
> now hold on a minute.mp3
> start arguing at school with teachers about how they agents of the djin
> this is getting out of hand.jpeg
> start demanding and starting fights in house to follow religion more properly.
> Skipped school for few days telling I will be going to the mosque and spending time reading quran.
> Even the imam is getting sick of me after publicly shaming him for wearing pants longer than ankles and made him go back and change.
> Start forcing my parents to pray at inconvenient times. Once cut an important business call and demanded that he attend the namaz right that moment.
> They are getting tired. It's starting to work.
> crank it up to 11 now!.pyw
> Start randomly testing them their knowledge of quran, especially if there are guests present. Tell them how ashamed of them I was. Guests sweat profusely thinking I might behead them.
> Asked father to delete all kafirs from his contacts and do business only with muslims. (Non muslims make up 99.9% of his income)
> Start harassing father for money, to buy plane tickets to Iraq and syria.
> Now they make "We made a HUGE mistake" faces
> Tell them I want to "Recruit" my friends and if they dont give us money, we will ask for donations at the mosque.
> This getting out of hand!
> Start harassing mom, start demanding that she wears hijab at home too.
> Throw a lot of books out of the house, telling them we dont need other books.
> Delete all music from their phones
> Suddenly they are talking about being more modern at home. I'm so surprised! memriTV meme
> One day, declare that I was going to throw out the TV and break it with a stick. Because TV is haram, and claim, TV is making them fall away from Allah
> They literally beat me up (all acording to plan). They change my school and send me to this non muslim private school.
> Get me off all kinds of religious programs.
> We go on a vacation, they are trying their hardest to get me forget about islamic shit. (me laughing my ass off inside)
> send me to computer class and sports club, things i used to beg for.
> I keep up the act for a couple more days and pretented to eventually forget all that.
> They encouraged me to make more non muslim friends.
> They used to got to mosque every friday without fail, but after my whole debacle it gradually became a monthly thing and now it has come to ramadan and eid only visits.
> Mom has become more modern in terms of clothing, doesn't unnecessarily dons hijab, haven't seen her wearing burkha from the last few years. Also looks generally happier than she used to be.
> Still watches those god awful soaps though.
> Me becomes software engineer. Travel around a bit. Told my parents that I don't believe in all this stuff anymore. They were okay with it.
[Important note: This only works in middle class families in non muslim countries who want their kids to have successful careers like their middle class peers' kids. Not recommended for full blown islamic countries]
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Women Leaving Islam
Nano GoleSorkh:
In this powerful film, six ex-Muslim women activists share their moving stories of growing up in Muslim families and Muslim-majority countries and the violence, loss and shunning they faced because of their apostasy.
The women talk about everything from tearing their hijab on door handles as a child, wearing a burkini on a beach in Italy, wanting to scream their atheism in Mecca during Hajj, losing custody of a child after a husband’s accusations of blasphemy, reporting a violent fundamentalist father, forging a male guardian’s signature in order to flee their country and being shunned for defending gay rights…
Despite the risks, the women speak of hope, happiness and freedom from Islam and the hijab.
Suresh Madusanka:
Some Muslim women become violent because of Islam. Muslim Nurses beat Christian for singing Jesus' name: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa-eNUNQMvQ
Brave Ex-Muslims can help Muslims to leave Islam.
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Interview with Ex Muslim Indian/Pakistani 3rd episode
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The Greatest Threat to Islam?
#subhaanalla#Dear God, don't pass by the door of the person who makes you small
#Nalattullahi Aalaika
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Shooting Stars are used against evil spirits? Scientific Miracles of the Quran Ep.12
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Talks of Ex-Muslims in Hindi:
Talks of Ex-Muslims in Hindi:
#Quran chap 2 verse 13 kiya hai? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgQzTHZ3Sxk
Musalmano Sei SAWAAl Part 1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyDT-GtCHU4
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Does Allah teach muslims to respect other religions/ people?
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Why Nobody Likes Islam
When I hear people say, Islam is a religion of peace but this peace will only be achieved when Islam becomes the religion of the world - BS!
In Yemen, in Syria, in Iraq, in Libya, in Iran, in Afghanistan, in Pakistan, in Lebanon, in parts of the gulf, sometimes on the streets of Europe...do they know it is Ramadan, where Muhammad initially said "holy" month of no wars? And but then he broke that claim when he choose that month to "surprise" his enemies and now they all do it!! So, the element of surprise is gone!
Clearly another lie...open your eyes people and ask questions...
@arabic_translatedmemes
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Death threat to Apostate Prophet
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Truth of Prophet Mohammad by Ex-Muslim | Sachwala and Sanjay Dixit
Mohammed Hijab's Disgusting Behavior EXPOSED
"THE QURAN IS STUPID!" - MUSLIMS OUTRAGED BY DISRESPECTFUL MAN
People Are Doubting and Leaving Islam Because of Critics (Says Saajid Lipham)
Let's Send the Islamists to Afghanistan
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Quran 2:191 'Kill them wherever you find them....That is the reward of the unbelievers....'
Interpretation: Flowers are beautiful. We love flowers.
Taslima Nasrin Exclusive: Islam Is Not A Religion Of Peace
Islam uses every scare tactic possible. And here is the list of them:
- Missing one prayer, serious consequences.
- Missing one day of fasting: serious consequences
- Not abiding by dress code (especially women): serious consequences
- stealing, lying, killing : serious consequences
- Questioning or leaving Islam: extremely serious consequences
The main threat is eternal hell fire 
and what can be more serious than that? The inventors of many ways to scare people could see that some people were not buying it.
and what can be more serious than that? The inventors of many ways to scare people could see that some people were not buying it.Beyond the Quran and Hadith describe the creative process of torture in the most horrifying medieval ways:
- Whipping, cutting hands, cutting limbs, crusiffiing, piercing eyes, hanging, and beheading,
All done in public display open to everyone to see, including children. We see that from Taliban, Wahhabism, and we saw this from. AlQaida, Bokoharam, Hamas, and ISIS.
And all this is not enough. The sadistic nature of the faith means that even between the time of death and resurrection in end of time...let's come up with another way to frighten the masses. This some, grave torture!!
Grave torture is supposedly a time when the person lays there getting tortured for sins they committed in this life...but isn't the end of time is when we get judged? Who is the judge in the grave? How they get tortured, Islam copied ancient mythology that suggests snakes come in to do the torture. This method of afterlife torture was invented by the ancient Assyrians and before them the Phoenicians.
Growing up in Arabia as a child, I was told of what I now know are made up horror stories of people digging up a grave and finding snakes and scorpions torturing a body. It is impossible for snakes and scorpions to torture a skeleton body. The nervous system is gone the minute we die, is extremely rare they can dig that deep, but their existence is explained by the abondance of food ( human meat) in Islamic grave yards. This may have given rise to the mythology. Finally, if this is meant to be the common punishment for all humans, Christians have caskets and Hindu cremate, how is this fair? The snakes and scorpions cannot get to them. Allah only tortures Muslims, why?
@arabic_translatedmemes
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Many Islamists and moderates are celebrating the death of Kurt Westergaard, the Danish cartoonist who was the first to draw MOMO.
What are they celebrating? He had a full life. He died of old age. It happened many many years after the cartoon! What were you expecting? He will live for ever? No one got so much hate and curses and fatwas as Salman Rushdie when he published the Satanic Verses book...and where is he? 40 years later, living and traveling and having an amazing life!! One billion people prayed..nothing! This Allah does not care when one billion people go to pray and urge Allah to do something...anything!!! What is the point of praying?
Then come the naive mockery. They mocked Kurt for dying of illness and suggesting he "suffered" even though we have no evidence of it. Whatever illness he got, I am sure he got the best treatment and painkillers unlike how Muhammad died. Did you look into that? Muhammad suffered from poison for four years at a time no painkillers existed. Here is the authentic hadith...
..Narrated 'Aisha: The Prophet in his ailment in which he died, used to say, "O 'Aisha! I still feel the pain caused by the food I ate at Khaibar, and at this time, I feel as if my aorta is being cut from that poison."
Sahih Bukhari 5:59:713
....He came out with the help of two men and his legs were dragging on the ground. He was between Al-Abbas and another man [Ali Ibn Abi Talib]."....
Sahih Bukhari 1:11:634
Muhammad would have counted himself lucky to have died peacefully as Kurt would have. And that is a fact!
@arabic_translatedmemes
The الفتوحات الاسلامية or Islamic expansions is something we celebrate in our religion classes. What we learn is that Islam expanded to Iraq, Palestine, Syria,Turkey, Russia north, Egypt, Libya, Tunisia, Morocco, and Spain West, Iran, Afghanistan, Pakistan, parts of India and China - East. What these lessons never talk about is the brutality, human costs, and unnecessary suffering.
What motivated these expansion is ultimately wealth and sex - more than faith!! Here is why...Islamic fighters would go into a battle believing with full certainty that if they die, they go to heaven with palaces and countless mindless virgin - this promise comes in the Quran itself! And should they survive? They get a bounty share of the the wealth as well as women slaves as sex bounty known as ملك اليمين "What your right hand possess". What was the human cost of Islamic expansions? Most historian would not dared to put full estimate for fear of being labeled "Islamophobic".
The one historian who dared is Kishori Saran Lal in a book titled "Growth of Muslim Population in Medieval India (1000-1800) published in 1973.
The book assesses the demographics of India between 1000 CE and 1500 CE and concludesthat the population of Indian subcontinent in 1000 was about 200 million and in 1500 was about 170 million. Thus, Lal estimates that about 60 to 80 million people died in India between 1000 and 1525 as a result of the Islamic invasion of Indian subcontinent. He concluded that about 2 million people died during Mahmud of Ghazni's invasions of India alone!
This is just estimate of just 500 years of failed invasions of India! Can anyone help me guess what is the human costs for the other places? That is before we add to it the constant infighting between different fractions of Islam.
Don't get angry with me for sharing our history! Go read it for yourself from any source you like...but remember the human costs for the nations that lost are not no-bodies. These were civilisations with diverse cultures and traditions, languages, and art. Wipped out with a black flag of "No god but Allah!"
We need to face up to our faith....it is far from being anything but a religion of peace!
@arabic_translatedmemes
Did Allah DECEIVE all ex-Muslims and Apostates?? 👀👺🔥
Islam sanctions Marital R*pe?!
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